Kaash

kaash tu yaha hota..
kaash teri bahhon me mai bekauf aaj bhi so pati..
wo  lamha tere saath ka is dil me bas gya
tu saath na rha..par wo lamha jaise meri zndagi sa ban gya...
kehte h yaadon k sahre zndgi nhi gatti..
koi mujhse puch k toh dekhe...
yaado bina shyd aaj mai hi na hoti...


tune hr mod p mera saath diya...
pr jb choda toh jaise mera wajjot mujhse hi rooth gya..
krti hu aaj bhi intzr tera..
ussi shidadt se
baithi hu unhi lamho k sahre
aaj bhi utni hi fursat se...


khud ko chahe jitna bhi masrof rkh lu dinbhar
ye raat nhi katti tere bina..
bheed me bhi akeli hu aaj bhi..
teri nzre khud pr mehsoos krna chahti hu aaj bhi..
nyi chalna chahti kisi bhi raah par tere bina!


kaise bhula du wo lamha jab tu tha mre aage khada...
har mushkil ko rok k
har ghum ka rukh mod k...
surkshit mehsoos karti thi khud ko teri aaghosh me...
jab haath choote toh duniye se ek darr sa lgne laga


dubra khud ko khada karu kaise?
tere bina ab mai jiyu kaise?
tere sang zndagi jeene ka sukun hi kuch aur tha...
bina tere ye saasien..usi khushi se lu kaise???


agr kbhi laut aaya tu...
toh na jaane is dil ko kaise smbhalungi
na inkar kr paungi tujhe..
na ikrar  ka chehra alfazo ko pehnaungi..


darti hu phir se smbhl k girne se...
darti hu phir se tere bina ek baaar aur jeene se...
aadat si ho gyi thi mujhe tere hone ki..
wo aadat ek nisha bn k reh gyi...
dubra nishano ko roop kaise dungi mai...
drti hu  in sawalo se phir se roobaru hone se!


aaj bhi meri duaoo me tera hi naam shamil hota h...
jb bhi us rab se kuch mngu..
tera hi  muskurata chehra aks me hota h..
aaj bhi wo ashrwaad ka kada..
rakha h maine sambhal ke...
ki kisi din usse pehnega tu..
usi paak iraade se..


na jaane zindagi me tera saath kaha tak likha h..
ek baat to aaj jaan li hai maine
tera naam mujhme aaj bhi basta hai
kehte hai ishq asaan nhi hota...
par koi ye bhi bata de...
kyu mushkil hota phir..isi ishq k bina jeena...


ek vaada kara hai aaj maine khud se..
dungi tera saath jitna ho payega mujhse...
kyunki chahti hu mai tujhe bina kisi shrt k..
zndagi jitni bhi likhi hai mere hisse..
usse  guzar paau tere saath ki khushboo me gum  hoke!!!