Restless

ungliyo se baloon se khelte huye
kabhi karwat badle kabhi aankh meenchte huye
yuhi aankhon ko mal k.. baahon se khud ko jakadte huye
kabhi uth k khidki k bahar dekhge huye
kabhi us takiye se chipak kr rote huye.. to kabhi neend me muskurate huye


yuhi kuch lamho me yaad kr leti hu tumhe
kabhi khud se nafrat..to kabhi tumse Mohabbat krte huye!

wo meri neend mera chain mujhe lautade
wo phir ek baar sukoon se tere gandhe p sar rakh kr so jaane de
wo befikr hokar tujhe apna banane de
wo khud ko tujhme kho jaane de.

guroor tha tu mera
meri ibadad
meri dua
meri shiddat
mera khuda
mera yakeen
meri raza

tut gyi tujhse bikhar kr.. wo baahen faila kr phir mujhe apni aanghosh me sameet le..
kahi itni choor na ho jau
kahi itna bikhar na jau k
ki tujhe ye tukde pehchaan hi na aaye!

Waqt

 waqt k sath wo bhi kitne badal gye
jo haath chodne se katrate the 
wo haath hi badal diye!
kehte h ab wo kisi aur ki galiyo me aate jaate h
usi andaz se use bhi manate hai!
chod diya unhone ab humari kharab rakhna..
 par ye haath abhi bhi unki khairiyat ki dua mangte hai!
keh diya unhone badi asani se
dil bhar gya meri nadaniyo se
arey koi to smjhao unhe
humare jaise chahnewale nhi milte muddadto me..
kya rakha hai smjhdari se ghr basane me?
badalna hi tha to thoda humare liye hi badal jaate
bina bole kabhi humari bhi samjh jaate..
shayad wo bahut zyda khoobsurat hogi mujhse..
jinhe dekh k bhula diye unhone...
 wo kuch saal jo humare saath guzare the!
Mubarak ho unko kisi aur k zindgai ka noor ho jaana
dua hai ab kabhi na badlna.. 
wo mai nhi hu.. jo aajeyga tumhre ek bar bulane pe!