Lost eyes!

those lost eyes i found on the street, looking in a blnk space above the concrete
i wanted to hold her in my arns
console her to the core
hug her as if to say she wasn't alone
everything is gonna be alright
but whom was I kidding
afterall i found her wandering on the street all alone!

she might be 4 or 5,
might have lost the hold to her mother's or father's hand.
but she wasnt crying to my surprise
just staring down at  concrete!

Restless

ungliyo se baloon se khelte huye
kabhi karwat badle kabhi aankh meenchte huye
yuhi aankhon ko mal k.. baahon se khud ko jakadte huye
kabhi uth k khidki k bahar dekhge huye
kabhi us takiye se chipak kr rote huye.. to kabhi neend me muskurate huye


yuhi kuch lamho me yaad kr leti hu tumhe
kabhi khud se nafrat..to kabhi tumse Mohabbat krte huye!

wo meri neend mera chain mujhe lautade
wo phir ek baar sukoon se tere gandhe p sar rakh kr so jaane de
wo befikr hokar tujhe apna banane de
wo khud ko tujhme kho jaane de.

guroor tha tu mera
meri ibadad
meri dua
meri shiddat
mera khuda
mera yakeen
meri raza

tut gyi tujhse bikhar kr.. wo baahen faila kr phir mujhe apni aanghosh me sameet le..
kahi itni choor na ho jau
kahi itna bikhar na jau k
ki tujhe ye tukde pehchaan hi na aaye!

Waqt

 waqt k sath wo bhi kitne badal gye
jo haath chodne se katrate the 
wo haath hi badal diye!
kehte h ab wo kisi aur ki galiyo me aate jaate h
usi andaz se use bhi manate hai!
chod diya unhone ab humari kharab rakhna..
 par ye haath abhi bhi unki khairiyat ki dua mangte hai!
keh diya unhone badi asani se
dil bhar gya meri nadaniyo se
arey koi to smjhao unhe
humare jaise chahnewale nhi milte muddadto me..
kya rakha hai smjhdari se ghr basane me?
badalna hi tha to thoda humare liye hi badal jaate
bina bole kabhi humari bhi samjh jaate..
shayad wo bahut zyda khoobsurat hogi mujhse..
jinhe dekh k bhula diye unhone...
 wo kuch saal jo humare saath guzare the!
Mubarak ho unko kisi aur k zindgai ka noor ho jaana
dua hai ab kabhi na badlna.. 
wo mai nhi hu.. jo aajeyga tumhre ek bar bulane pe!

Jab bhool hi jaana tha mujhe
Toh kyu jhooti tareefo se dil ko behlaya tha mere...
Jab gairo ki tarah sirf muskura kar baat ko taalna hi tha
Toh kyu itne pyar gaale laga kar ...apne dil haal batya  tha tumne?

Jab door hi krna tha khud de
To kyu paas bulaya tha tumne?

Shikayate nhi dil ka haal baya kr rhi hu
Keh do ki is dil ko hi na jaan paaye tha tumne!

Love yourself first

Aaj khud ke saath thoda waqt bitaya,
Socha chalo aaj kisi ki nhi bas apni dil ka haal sun lu zara...

Bas baithi hi thi khud k saath ki ye samjh aaya
Ek khwab aankho me chupke se chala aaya
Ek nazar khud ko dekh kar khud par thoda aur pyar aaya
Ek pal khud k liye chura kar garv hua aur
Ek baat khud se bol kar thoda aur sukoon hai paya

Itna bura bhi nhi hota sirf khud k saath kabhi kabhi waqt bitana
Akhir kisi aur ki umeedo aur khwaisho ka bojh to nhi hota!!

We all should try and learn to love ourselves more than we love others 😍😉

nothing is gonna change my love for you ,
but you would like this , i had no clue ....
its been so long since i saw through you
I stand here again..just to be with you

you would turn this table the other side .
i had no clue. loved u like hell
My thoughts are locked up in a shell

Your smile digged in a hole of light.. i looked deeper in the darkness wen you seem disguised

I heard your heart...it beated the same...loud and high pace wen i m at a distance
You bite your lip to hide the urge

Your breath increasing..with the sound of my breath
U embrace urself and yet ur closed fist unable to hide the shiver

I wanna hold you so hard..and c you just through!
Coz nothing is gonna chnge my love for you!

You had my heart

We were just friends at the start,
Always having fun,
never apart Then one day,
something sparked The next thing I knew,
you had my heart...

The days flew by,
I lost track of time Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine...
Then one day,
you asked me to be your girlfriend I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we’d last until the veryend.

No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn’t happy,

Happy that I was with you,

and you were with me...

With me in your arms,
you told me you loved me,

Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze..

I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you,
I would never be...

Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell...

You said, we should just be friends That’s when I knew it was
the end...

I looked into your eyes,
trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin tocry...

Where I once saw love,
I sawnothing, I couldn’t believe you no longer feltsomething.

I lay in bed, counting my tears, Each representing what I’d hoped would be years...

Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever...

But, in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me...

I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you’d tear it apart...

Everyday I place a smile onmy face,
As for tears, there is not a trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it’s true,
Forever and always, I’ll still love you...