Jab bhool hi jaana tha mujhe
Toh kyu jhooti tareefo se dil ko behlaya tha mere...
Jab gairo ki tarah sirf muskura kar baat ko taalna hi tha
Toh kyu itne pyar gaale laga kar ...apne dil haal batya  tha tumne?

Jab door hi krna tha khud de
To kyu paas bulaya tha tumne?

Shikayate nhi dil ka haal baya kr rhi hu
Keh do ki is dil ko hi na jaan paaye tha tumne!

Love yourself first

Aaj khud ke saath thoda waqt bitaya,
Socha chalo aaj kisi ki nhi bas apni dil ka haal sun lu zara...

Bas baithi hi thi khud k saath ki ye samjh aaya
Ek khwab aankho me chupke se chala aaya
Ek nazar khud ko dekh kar khud par thoda aur pyar aaya
Ek pal khud k liye chura kar garv hua aur
Ek baat khud se bol kar thoda aur sukoon hai paya

Itna bura bhi nhi hota sirf khud k saath kabhi kabhi waqt bitana
Akhir kisi aur ki umeedo aur khwaisho ka bojh to nhi hota!!

We all should try and learn to love ourselves more than we love others 😍😉

nothing is gonna change my love for you ,
but you would like this , i had no clue ....
its been so long since i saw through you
I stand here again..just to be with you

you would turn this table the other side .
i had no clue. loved u like hell
My thoughts are locked up in a shell

Your smile digged in a hole of light.. i looked deeper in the darkness wen you seem disguised

I heard your heart...it beated the same...loud and high pace wen i m at a distance
You bite your lip to hide the urge

Your breath increasing..with the sound of my breath
U embrace urself and yet ur closed fist unable to hide the shiver

I wanna hold you so hard..and c you just through!
Coz nothing is gonna chnge my love for you!

You had my heart

We were just friends at the start,
Always having fun,
never apart Then one day,
something sparked The next thing I knew,
you had my heart...

The days flew by,
I lost track of time Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine...
Then one day,
you asked me to be your girlfriend I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we’d last until the veryend.

No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn’t happy,

Happy that I was with you,

and you were with me...

With me in your arms,
you told me you loved me,

Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze..

I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you,
I would never be...

Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell...

You said, we should just be friends That’s when I knew it was
the end...

I looked into your eyes,
trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin tocry...

Where I once saw love,
I sawnothing, I couldn’t believe you no longer feltsomething.

I lay in bed, counting my tears, Each representing what I’d hoped would be years...

Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever...

But, in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me...

I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you’d tear it apart...

Everyday I place a smile onmy face,
As for tears, there is not a trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it’s true,
Forever and always, I’ll still love you...

Kaash

kaash tu yaha hota..
kaash teri bahhon me mai bekauf aaj bhi so pati..
wo  lamha tere saath ka is dil me bas gya
tu saath na rha..par wo lamha jaise meri zndagi sa ban gya...
kehte h yaadon k sahre zndgi nhi gatti..
koi mujhse puch k toh dekhe...
yaado bina shyd aaj mai hi na hoti...


tune hr mod p mera saath diya...
pr jb choda toh jaise mera wajjot mujhse hi rooth gya..
krti hu aaj bhi intzr tera..
ussi shidadt se
baithi hu unhi lamho k sahre
aaj bhi utni hi fursat se...


khud ko chahe jitna bhi masrof rkh lu dinbhar
ye raat nhi katti tere bina..
bheed me bhi akeli hu aaj bhi..
teri nzre khud pr mehsoos krna chahti hu aaj bhi..
nyi chalna chahti kisi bhi raah par tere bina!


kaise bhula du wo lamha jab tu tha mre aage khada...
har mushkil ko rok k
har ghum ka rukh mod k...
surkshit mehsoos karti thi khud ko teri aaghosh me...
jab haath choote toh duniye se ek darr sa lgne laga


dubra khud ko khada karu kaise?
tere bina ab mai jiyu kaise?
tere sang zndagi jeene ka sukun hi kuch aur tha...
bina tere ye saasien..usi khushi se lu kaise???


agr kbhi laut aaya tu...
toh na jaane is dil ko kaise smbhalungi
na inkar kr paungi tujhe..
na ikrar  ka chehra alfazo ko pehnaungi..


darti hu phir se smbhl k girne se...
darti hu phir se tere bina ek baaar aur jeene se...
aadat si ho gyi thi mujhe tere hone ki..
wo aadat ek nisha bn k reh gyi...
dubra nishano ko roop kaise dungi mai...
drti hu  in sawalo se phir se roobaru hone se!


aaj bhi meri duaoo me tera hi naam shamil hota h...
jb bhi us rab se kuch mngu..
tera hi  muskurata chehra aks me hota h..
aaj bhi wo ashrwaad ka kada..
rakha h maine sambhal ke...
ki kisi din usse pehnega tu..
usi paak iraade se..


na jaane zindagi me tera saath kaha tak likha h..
ek baat to aaj jaan li hai maine
tera naam mujhme aaj bhi basta hai
kehte hai ishq asaan nhi hota...
par koi ye bhi bata de...
kyu mushkil hota phir..isi ishq k bina jeena...


ek vaada kara hai aaj maine khud se..
dungi tera saath jitna ho payega mujhse...
kyunki chahti hu mai tujhe bina kisi shrt k..
zndagi jitni bhi likhi hai mere hisse..
usse  guzar paau tere saath ki khushboo me gum  hoke!!!

Teri Yaad...

Aj phir ekdum se uski yaad aayi
sang apne uski saanso ki mehak le aayi
wo ehsaas uske saath hone ka
wo aas..uska haath kbhi na chodne ka..


uski yadon ne na choda kbhi saath mera
haath choot gye par toota ni un sapno se naata mera!


log kehte hai ye zndagi bahut lambi hai...
na jaane kaise katega ye safar uski yaado k sahare
dil  me basi hai jo mere jaise kisi sahil k ho kinare...


use paane ki aas aj bhi zinda hai kahin mujh me
use kisi aur k saaath dkhne ki takat nhi hai mujhme
darti hu us lamhe se jab mujhe kisi aur k saath chalna padega
na jaane kaisa hoga wo zndagi ka mod
jis p uski yaadon se bhi juda hona padega...


Eh khuda kuch toh karam kr de
uski yaadein kam se kam hamesha k liye meri kr de
na mangungi kuch bhi aur tujhse zindagi me kbhi
bas mere naam ko uska aina karde!

Big smiles

“If a day begins with a child’s smile, you end up in a carnival of joys.”
Something similar happened on 4th March 2012. A group of MCA students and a teacher went to spreads colours of happiness in lives of few kids of “ orphanage , NOIDA-”. The pure intensions of ASCS group were warmly welcomed by the orphanage staff and little kids. Their small eyes were filled with sparkles of excitement on our arrival. LOADS OF PRESENTS AND SURPRISES MADE THEM FEEL CELEBRATING A CHRISTMAS WITHOUT A SNOWFALL.
The ASCS team organised a painting competition for those little artist and soon ground of the orphanage was filled up with shades of their extraordinary creation.
             “Truly wonderful the mind of a child is”

The winners were amazed to see mesmerising gifts (sketch pens, markers, fascinating pencil boxes, crayons, etc.).

Their joys seemed to have no bounds when ASCS team members distributed chocolates, fruit packs, registers, biscuits, chips, smiley badges, erasers, and loads of more exciting presents.
           “Children and fun go hand in hand.”
To add up to the perfect overwhelmed atmosphere, A Rock band performance by “GET TOGETHER” group was arranged which included band members along with great little singers from blind school.
The performance was so melodious that it left the little kids with tunes of heart  to hymn around.

The whole day’s programme was sponsored by the contribution that ASCS students and teachers made in lee of “HUMAN VALUES QUARTER 2012”

“Nothing you do for a child is ever wasted.”

It was an immense pleasure for the ASCS team members to spend quality time with these wonderful kids. When asked abt their experiences, they proudlu quoted: “Spending such a wonderful day made us realise that these little kids have so much high potentials that we grown up people must learn the art of persistence and creativity from them.”

SO Truly it is said that:
“Children make you want to start life over.”

Missng!!

I have stayed alone for so long
that i forgot how it feels when some1 loves u.......
bt then u all came into my life and changed everything
nw i cnt stay alone even for a fraction of second...
i wanna b with you forever and for always ...
bt the problem is tyms h chngd...
and all i hv to accompany me r the tears of missng u
and shades of loneliness :[

Busy bones

Har khushi hai logo k daman me
Par ek hasi k liye waqt nhi...

Din Raat dauti duniya me,
Zindagi k liye hi waqt nhi....

Maa ki lori ka ehsaas to hai,
Pa ma k liye hi waqt nhi....

Saare rishto ko to hum Maar chuke,
Ab unhe dafnane ka bhi waqt nhi....


Saare naam cel me save hai,
Par dosti k liye waqt nhi....

Gairo ki kya baat kare,
jab apno k liye hi waqt nhi....

Aankho me hai neend bhadi,
Par sone ka waqt nhi....

Paraye ehsaas ki kya kadar kare,
Jab apno k liye hi waqt nhi....

Tu hi bata e dost..is zindagi ka kya hoga??????? ki har pal marne walon ko jeene k liye bhi waqt nhi!


Guys i just wanna say...busy schedules wont bring ur precious 1s back, 1ce they r gone....
valu thm nw by rembrng thm in the mst busy schedule!!!!
thts the least price for their luv..... :)

placement fevr

Time keep passing by

and we face so many phases of life

Sumtyms life z so easy

Sumtyms itz so harsh

But sumtyms itz a mix ..

Tht keeps u dwn to watevr u risk!

Itz al abt faith and luck

One falls and Othr z just so stuck

Placemnts z a season wat i m talking abt

Itz a dilemna of all tht doesnt counts

Our lives z to take a huge turn

The one steep at tyms

and at tyms it z blunt

Tears roll dwn

 Wen u c ur luvd ones fall

The feeling of restlessness z so not to stop

Dnt leave ur frnz alone

Coz itz the tym they need u the most

Tel thm u r thr and thr z nothng to fear

Tel thm "wat if m palced, yet ur grief z more than my joy..i

'l stand by you 4ver..

no mattr hw hard it z to run and hide"

Tel thm "you r the best...

the best i hv evr knwn...

so wat sum rude ugly HR says You r not,

But my love for you would nevr fade..and the respct-

surely not"

Tel thm "Trust me my frnd u'll shine brightr than i do ryt nw...

Coz my brightness z nothng widout ur love

You wr not made 4 ths Company,..

Don't let failure enter ur heart and sucess enter ur mind!

You are made for sumthng mre big...

Dnt let ur confidence fade wid a cling!

Trust urself..

be sure of wat u r..

Dnt let ur dreams die..

Just coz sumone cant judge wat u actually are..!!!

This tym will pass..

It surely will

Wishing you the best of ur luck..

U'll shine surely ..alas! 

Mom

It couldn't have been easy, this I know
It takes a lot of patience for a seed to grow
I know I was troubled from the very start.
I am glad that god gave you such a loving heart!
You are my mother you gave me life
I cannot thank you in all my life.
The master says there is no nobler deed than that you nourish one tiny seed.

The pain when you bore me you'll never forget
The things that you taught me, I'll always respect
Though you must have had some doubt about exactly what you should do
The lesson one learned well is to always be true!!!!!!!!!!


Thank you mom.... I owe you life!!!!!

Hostel life

Thrz soooo much tht comes to my mind
wen i sit back late @ nyt
i watch my hostel campus
the windows, the rooms, the corridors...
n they al makes me wonder..
"wat actually brought me here??"

The breeze sings it in my ears..
a lil moment of life to live and share
to learn
to apt
to grasp
to fear
and to discovr new paths
 wid al tht v endeavor....

There is somethng in the ambience
tht holds me back
though i call it "snobbish hell"
but there's something more than this to be felt..

Lyf z such a mix out here
U njoy
U regret
yet U stick to b here..

Hanging out wid frnz
watchng ups n downs wid such a clarity
a feeling of belongngness lies..
sumwhre deep in our hearts 4 Amity!!!

In few months of tym..
ths al wil b gone
there will b no hostel lyf
and v wud hv to move on..

Bt 1 thng, 4 sure
i wud b knwing...
it was a part of me to b discovred
"tht actually brought me RIGHT HERE!"

LAst DaZ iN HoStEl..

So many people come and go..
but the hostel remains the same..
always giving a warm welcome to the new joiners
and a heartily goodbye to the ones that leave..

So many memories are made every year..
but the hostel remains the same..
living in the hearts on each hostler
and silently becoming a part of their life...

So may grudges we all have..
but the hostel remains the same..
growing each year more stronger and lively
and making a difference by giving joys to celebrate precisely...

So many friends I made here
but the hostel remains the same.
adding 2 special persons in my life..
and giving me so much in such a special way

not so many days left in hostel
and i know after i leave..
the hostel will remain the same..
m taking the moments - the life in those moments along with me
forever n ever to be!!!!

Baarish

Bachpan Ki Ek BarsatBarish Ka Wo Mausam Ho
Rim-Ghim Girti Bundaen HoonNani Ka Wohi Angna Ho

Paeroon Main Wohi Payaliya HoSocha Kaise Bachauun Khud Ko
En Pagli Bundoon SaeTip-Tip Kar K, Mare Chahrae Pae

Moti Girae To Bawali Hogae MainHawa K Jhoonkae Jo Ae To
Saundhi Mitti Ki Khushbu Nasha De Gae Mujh KoChanchal Payliya Nae Shoor Machaya To

Khud Ko Sambhal Nae Ko Main BhagiPar Na Jana Na Samjha
Chat Par Main Kaise PahuchPhir Wohi Bachpan Laut Aya

Phir Wohi Barish NachnaWo Kagaz Ki Kashti Main Dujae Des Jana
Phir Wohi Nani Ki Dant KhanaNani Ka Wo Kehna Pardes Sa Aee Char Din Ki Mehman Hai Tu

Ho Na Jae Kahin Bemar TuPhir Nani Ki Goodi Main Sir Rakh Kar
Pariyon K Des Main GhumnaMamta Ki Us Godi Main Methe Nindiya Main Kho Jana


Kya Kisi Khab Se Hoon Jage Koi To BatadeWakht Ko Koi To Pechae Modh Dae
Bita Wo Ek Hi Pal Koi Lauta DePardes Se Phir Ae Hai Yeh Teri Bitiya Par

Nani Yeh Ghar Ab Suna-Suna LageTere Bin Yeh Barish Bhi Tufan Lage


Kis Des Ko Ho Gae Ki Ana Hi Bhuul GaeBarish Se Huun Bhigi Ya

Ansuoon Main Huun Naha Gae Kya Kahoon
Bas Woh Bacnpan Ki Ek Barsat Laout AeeDil Bas Yahi Dua Mangae

Goodbye BFF!

A long life road i found few friends few came close
Few held far
Then i found u among all the odds.

My dear BFF
You loved me
You heard me
You held me
You adored me
And we grew together...
People say best of friends stay together no matter what

Changes doesn't matter..But we drew apart
M sorry dear BFF, i couldn't handle the change.
The new you lets distance hold the flame!

I miss you..the old you
With all my heart!
The one i grew up with all along  the path.

You have new goals
You have new people
You have new dreams
You have new features
You still clenched to my hand tight... n i stood firm by your side, though shaken inside!

I love you..i still do,
But let my hand go.
Its tough to survive without you..bt its best fr us.
I m happy fr your happiness..bt struggle through a suffocating soul.

I need closure dear BFF...!! Let this be it.
I loved u n always would ... but this is it!

Is it Fog or My Blur Vision?

I stand looking out of my window

Its all blur.

No its not the fog, its the vision.

The future is so blur

I see my reflection in the window pain

Its like seeing my present once again.

My long sited eyes search for paths...

which will take me somewhere meaningful.

Its still so blur

Its still so unveiled

Its still uncovered

Its still so unleashed

I aim high on something

I dig deeper in my soul...to find that something.

I try to follow my instincts...but end up in same old maze of thoughts.

Dear sun, show me the light

Dear air, flow my thoughts right

Dear fog, give way to my inner sight

Dear divinity, please don't play along

Dear faith, please hail me for a better tomorrow !!